Pretty start, ugly ending...

That was us. How sad.. although that's not my intention ~

Yeah I most probably was wrong in many ways, perhaps selfish and jealous,
Did many mistakes, gave you many headaches.
You might think I'm pesty and troublesome,
Crazy and unreasonable.

I guess it was because i love you and didn't want to lose place in your heart.
However, I expressed it in the wrong way :)

Knowing that you dont really care about me anymore,
it really hurts me deeply.
But I know nothing can help,
once you've made your decision, nothing's gonna change your mind.

I still remember the times we spent with each other,
the happy times, the sad times,
I guess as time past by, we all forgot about the good in each other,
and focused more on the bad.

All is forgotten, only anger and disappointment remains.
What a way to say goodbye to your lover ~
Which leaves a certain unrest in my heart...

I can assure you though, that I tried my best to be your best gf.

But i know, whatever I do now, cannot make up.
Or heal the hurt I gave you.

I'm truly sorry and I mean it. I didnt mean to do the things I've done.
If it would make you happier that all blame is put on me,
then let me take it.

Right now, I have to give up, I must, and I'm going to try really hard,
to give myself a bright future ahead :D
No longer crying for someone who doesn't care about me anymore.

The old do not go, the new cannot come ~

I'm glad that you moved on faster than I did.

Reminding myself that I must be strong,
Knowing for certain that God is there for me,
Acknowledging my mistakes like a man,
I know He will forgive me and wash away my pain.

I hope you do too, someday.

Sorry again. and Thank you for everything, I appreciate each & every one,
the sweet memories you and I shared are held in my hands like diamonds
but are now placed in the boxes it belongs to. :)

Go and live a happy life from today onwards! :D

Yours sincerely,
Nikki